Reality Check

No matter how much I may love him, he's not the man I want. And all my wanting and wishing for him to be that man, doesn't make him that man. And that's almost as disappointing as him not being that man already. He's so close, but not everything I'm looking for. It's mainly the things he doesn't do that points to the fact that he's not that man. So, I have to let that go. I have to be his friend and nothing more. I have to wait for THE man. But before that man can come along, I have to love and live for no one but Jesus.